Beams To Bobby Part 2

Hi Y'all..Cold here too but I am feeling better and I just found out that my viral load has dropped to zero...Still working on the T cells. I wish I could be there for the weds nite caberet, I have afew new poems up my sleeve.
Much worship to Paul Skiff, genius of word and sounds. Thanks Chi for that post.
Merlin arrives tonite for a week to Bobbyset while Daddy is away on bussiness.
I miss you all. I am slowly improving but have a long road ahead. Keep those prayers coming. I send them back to each of you tenfold and then some.

Love from PPTown,
Bobby xxx

It's 8am, Monday Morning, no one that would read this will be up for hours......

Arrived in Ptown, Saturday Evening, to the smells of Mr. Miller's cooking. Yep, he is watching the Food Channel and cooking up a storm-- the diner was delicious, Risoto and marinated chicken!

Kinda weird to be here when John is not around, miss him. Please take care of him while he is in nyc. He has a big unconditionally loving heart.

Daddy, Bobby is still gonna need help with that wig. HONEY! Hoping, this 'wildman look' is just a passing phase.... LOL. Amazing to see the change from the last couple of visits. Our love & good thoughts, his determination, and the Bobby Miller attitude towards life are turning the tide.

Caberet night is so much fun, sorry to have missed Paul Skiff last week.

From the front line......
The Merlinator

Hey Bobby I just resently joinedthe Mother board soI don't know if I'm even doing this right.I just resently found out your news and have been keeping you in my prayers. I also cameabout a photo of us from the Christmas show we did together.I would like to send it to you but I need to learn to use my scanner.I hope your feeling better getting some strenghth back. Kitty made me some great costumes for cabaret Now I just need some hair.I ILove you and really miss you and your cute butt.
Love Rabbit

Rob's in Costa Rica at the moment and wants me to tell you he's sending hot tropical love your way.

Hey Bobby, Merlin and John

Sorry I missed that great dinner last night, but momma I'm sure you will be preparing a feast with all the trimmings for my arrival later this month. If you do I just might do a number for ya hon! But this girl hasn't been in drag for at least 8 months, so break out the makeup. Don't worry, my performance skills are still razor sharp, HA !!
Oh by the way, you should beware of your new producer the "Merlinator", he took me under his wing and all I got was a 3am gig at Now Bar, some queen has a party there (oops).
Anyway, I hope you guys are having a good time together. I must admit I am a bit jealous not being there, but my love for all of you just melts it away. How gay is that?

Love, Jamie

p.s You guys shoud check out my brand new Betty Page photo gallery on queenmother.com, designed by my new idol - the one and only Daddy. Bobby, you are featured with your poetry girlfriend Penny Arcade. Let me know what cha think.

hi bobby,

just wanted to say hi and let you know i haven't forgot about and am still sending all my positive energy. get well soon, we miss you around here.
love,
michael

Ginger's Bettie Page is gorge. You'll be proud.
Jamie Casertano's Bettie Page

And here is another pic of you girl. Taken by Miss Ginger. We're getting ready for your show but...
NO BLACK MULLET WIGS!!!!!!!

bobby--i'm so sorry i haven't been writing. getting my life together--what else? tim told me that he had a good long talk with you and that you sounded wonderful. i'm so glad. i knew you would come back--it's not your time yet. g-d's just giving you some down time so you can reflect and learn. and of course she had to get your attention first! everything here is--well, it's new york! there's a beautiful snowstorm today so the city's prettier and quietier than it's been for a while. johanna's having relationship problems--what's a mother to do?? i have to go to l.a. to see her--you know how i love that. four days--that's my limit in that town. but here's the best news: they're going to have roller skating again at roxy!! thinking about starting a thursday night skating thing with a d.j. and all. i will keep you informed. if i ever get my act together and get a digital camera (maybe that's what i can do in l.a.! johanna's so good with these things!) i'll take pictures for you. thinking of you every day and saying my little prayers. xoxoxox to you and john. love, judith

bobby

you watch that movie yet?


and hey Judith...i'll come rollerskating with you

Me too!

i'm waiting to skate with bobby!!

Hi Judith....I would love to go skating with you. I don't kmow when that might be but I will look forward to it. And Daddy and Basil should definately come along. You know Daddy was a champion rollerskater in the old days. I learned so much from him.

Thanks Judith..I love you.xxx bobby

Thinking about you, and wishing you well.Listen to the silence Darling, I will too...
Love
Princess Pandora.

Spent some time in Provincetown with Bobby and John last week. Mid winter snows, cold morning walks, long friendly conversations, great meals and major Judge Judy sessions daily.

There was a lovely ordinariness about this visit, as well as a sense of momentum for a future filled with promise and the love of friends. There is a soul re-blossoming in Ptown, whose physical stenght needs building everyday.

Patience and love are winning the day.

The Merlinator

Greetings! I hope you're feeling better - today was spectacular in the city - despite the news reports, I believe the masses of people who poured out from all over the place, clogging midtown east, numbered in the hundreds of thousands. Scott (who you haven't met - not many have, as I'm keeping him hidden) and I weren't able to make it further east than Third Ave., because of the crowds. Despite the cold, it felt really warm out there, among all that humanity. Terrific energy. I thought about you.

My favorite protest sign: "Drunk frat boy is driving this country into a ditch! Take him away from the wheel!"

Bobby!!!!!

Hope your doing well. Just wanted to say hello.

Hello


All the best,

Colleentv

My friend Brian went to Ptown for this weekend, he said that he did not know you, but maybe you will eventually meet him, he's a regular visitor!
Hope you are well,
LAD

Cannot wait to see you at Magique on the 12th, Ms. Miller, hot damn!

Thanks Minnie..Can't wait to see you and all the family.I will be in town for about 10 days. Hope to get around quite a bit. Feeling lots better and have regained most of my energy but I still get tired at the end of the day. I miss everyone madly. Love to you all...BM

Can't wait!!! Glad you're feeling better honey. At Magique there will undoubtedly be a long, long line of well-wishers to greet you.

all the best,
LEX